Lesson Number:
You start with something pure, something exciting. Then, come the mistakes, the compromises. We create our own demons.
Have you ever felt really sad? Or just unsure of the decision you’re making? It is so hard to think of what you’re doing as wrong or not right for you but if you’re doing what you love then what is the wrong in that decision?
I have not felt like I have made good decisions for a long time. I get irrational. I get angry way too fast. I feel myself giving up easily. I feel myself putting up walls so no one gets close to me. It’s hard to keep friends and hard to fit in. It’s not easy to go to social events but when I sit up at night and write a book, I feel at home. I feel like I belong when I am writing. When I feel unsure, I make up a story. I feel alone but then I write about characters that I get really attached to.
Sorry for the sad post, but I want to encourage everyone to take a chance. Go for your dreams. Don’t play it safe anymore. Safe is bullshit. Life is about making mistakes, making our own demons as Robert Downey Jr. put it. Don’t fit in, don’t play by the rules. Read all day long, if that’s your fancy. Try out for a movie. Fail and fail again. Write and write again. Speak your mind and don’t be afraid of what someone thinks of you because one day they won’t matter like they did today. When your life flashes before you, do you want to see regrets or that you took chances on your dreams?
Always Remember to be who you are. No matter what it makes you look like.
Taylor<3
The Amazing Spiderman 3 SPOILER ALERT
WAS amazing. I loved it although it will ruin your life…. The ending is so heart wrenching and I cried even though I knew it was going to happen. I loved every minute of it.
Okay, I was entertained the entire time. It was awesome. I am trying to decide who is a better spider man. Here is my list:
Andrew Garfield:
Funny
Quirky
Cute
So good to Gwen Stacey
Plays games at first but ultimately loves Gwen
let’s uncle ben’s killer slip away (you’re spiderman..)
IS AN AWESOME SPIDER MAN IN THE SECOND MOVIE
kills Gwen Stacey with whiplash.. Although she would have died anyways
cries so intensely that I cried as well…
Toby McGuire:
Kind
Really a hero and is always trying to save others
kills uncle ben’s killer
Plays games with Mary Jane
Still loves Mary Jane
lets MJ slip away
Gets his behind beat a lot……
made me cry over his crying over Uncle Ben
get chills from the theme song(althought Toby didn’t make the theme song)
KILLED UNCLE BEN’S KILLER
And also, I decided James Franco was gorgeous and awesome as Harry Osborn. I loved the new Harry Osborn as well because he is so talented. But I will have to stick with my man, James Franco.
Jamie Foxx was amazing as Electro. He was the best villain of all the movies to me! It just shows that you should be kind to everyone you meet. Everyone has a different story and everyone needs a friend sometimes.
All and all, I love them both. I grew up with the original Spiderman but I am falling in love with the Amazing Spiderman. I wonder if his new love interest with be MJ. I will miss Emma Stone as Gwen Stacy. She was incredible. Watch the Amazing Spiderman. It is so action packed and wonderful. Don’t listen to the negative reviews and bring your tissues.
Happy Reading or Watching <3
Taylor(:
The Fault in Our Stars
I can not wait for this movie because this book is amazing. My favorite books are the ones that make me cry for weeks as I read it and this book did that. I will never get over Hazel and Gus. So anyways, love this movie. Read the book first. This movie looks like it will do justice to this amazing book. READ it guys. Okay? Okay
Happy Reading<3
Taylor
“Take the first step in faith. You don’t have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step.” – Martin Luther King Jr.
I am finally self publishing and I believe that people will read this book. I will have a cover and synopsis up soon(: It is my time to get my book into the hands of others. I cannot wait.
Happy reading.
Taylor