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Things I have come to learn

Hello, 
I haven’t lived very long but my birthday is coming up and I just wanted to remind myself what I have learned throughout the years. These are in no particularly order 🙂

Lesson Number:

 One- Men can’t read your mind therefore, say it.
Two- Women expect men to magically read their mind and if they don’t then it’s bad news or not meant to be. 
Three- everything is meant to be in one way or the other because they all lead you to the path you need to be one. 
Four- Give trust and not make them earn it. They can’t handle the pressure. 
Five- Do not, I repeat, do not take your anger out on anyone you feel is worth caring about. Cherish the moments together and laugh instead of argue. 
Six- Don’t push people away when they want to be there for you. It is so hard to obey this lesson but it is so better to have people near you when you feel alone. 
Seven- Don’t build up walls that are impossible to tear down and don’t continue to build those walls when they’ve already been destroyed. 
Eight- Be kind to everyone you met. You never know what they’re going through. They could be the kindest person, hiding behind their smile. They could be the rudest person as well. 
Nine- Try and see light in everything you’re doing. If you wake up feeling negative, the entire day will follow in that negative feel. 
Ten- Don’t have unrealistic standards. I’ve found myself expecting someone to act like a boy from a book. It’s impossible and never going to happen. Love what you have because you never know when you could lose it. Love yourself, love your life, love everything about yourself because you could lose something about yourself as well. 
 
With love, 
Taylor<3 
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You start with something pure, something exciting. Then, come the mistakes, the compromises. We create our own demons.

Have you ever felt really sad? Or just unsure of the decision you’re making? It is so hard to think of what you’re doing as wrong or not right for you but if you’re doing what you love then what is the wrong in that decision?
I have not felt like I have made good decisions for a long time. I get irrational. I get angry way too fast. I feel myself giving up easily. I feel myself putting up walls so no one gets close to me. It’s hard to keep friends and hard to fit in. It’s not easy to go to social events but when I sit up at night and write a book, I feel at home. I feel like I belong when I am writing. When I feel unsure, I make up a story. I feel alone but then I write about characters that I get really attached to.
Sorry for the sad post, but I want to encourage everyone to take a chance. Go for your dreams. Don’t play it safe anymore. Safe is bullshit. Life is about making mistakes, making our own demons as Robert Downey Jr. put it. Don’t fit in, don’t play by the rules. Read all day long, if that’s your fancy. Try out for a movie. Fail and fail again. Write and write again. Speak your mind and don’t be afraid of what someone thinks of you because one day they won’t matter like they did today. When your life flashes before you, do you want to see regrets or that you took chances on your dreams?

Always Remember to be who you are. No matter what it makes you look like.

Taylor<3

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The Amazing Spiderman 3 SPOILER ALERT

WAS amazing. I loved it although it will ruin your life…. The ending is so heart wrenching and I cried even though I knew it was going to happen. I loved every minute of it.
Okay, I was entertained the entire time. It was awesome. I am trying to decide who is a better spider man. Here is my list:
Andrew Garfield:
Funny
Quirky
Cute
So good to Gwen Stacey
Plays games at first but ultimately loves Gwen
let’s uncle ben’s killer slip away (you’re spiderman..)
IS AN AWESOME SPIDER MAN IN THE SECOND MOVIE
kills Gwen Stacey with whiplash.. Although she would have died anyways
cries so intensely that I cried as well…

Toby McGuire:
Kind
Really a hero and is always trying to save others
kills uncle ben’s killer
Plays games with Mary Jane
Still loves Mary Jane
lets MJ slip away
Gets his behind beat a lot……
made me cry over his crying over Uncle Ben
get chills from the theme song(althought Toby didn’t make the theme song)
KILLED UNCLE BEN’S KILLER

And also, I decided James Franco was gorgeous and awesome as Harry Osborn. I loved the new Harry Osborn as well because he is so talented. But I will have to stick with my man, James Franco.

Jamie Foxx was amazing as Electro. He was the best villain of all the movies to me! It just shows that you should be kind to everyone you meet. Everyone has a different story and everyone needs a friend sometimes.

All and all, I love them both. I grew up with the original Spiderman but I am falling in love with the Amazing Spiderman. I wonder if his new love interest with be MJ. I will miss Emma Stone as Gwen Stacy. She was incredible. Watch the Amazing Spiderman. It is so action packed and wonderful. Don’t listen to the negative reviews and bring your tissues.

Happy Reading or Watching <3

Taylor(:

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The Fault in Our Stars

I can not wait for this movie because this book is amazing. My favorite books are the ones that make me cry for weeks as I read it and this book did that. I will never get over Hazel and Gus. So anyways, love this movie. Read the book first. This movie looks like it will do justice to this amazing book. READ it guys. Okay? Okay

Happy Reading<3

Taylor